I told myself give u more space that you wish for. That is not to ask you so many questions about your day out, about your friends, about studying together, about playing piano for me, about saying sweet words to me, about your health or even about your safety, and many more. its uncountable

Sometimes you don't feel that you are my bf because I made you feel like a kid. Asking you do this or that. Not to do this or that. Telling you how harmful it is to you.

Sometimes you do feel that I don't trust you. Isn't it? Sometimes you hope that I will shut my damn mouth right? I do hope I can shut my mouth too and close up my mind so I wouldn't think so much. So it can make your life peaceful.

I wish you will use everything that I specially prepared for you. Everything I prepared for is made through the bottom of my heart. No doubt that it will become a trash in the end of the day. So what? I couldn't resist it. I couldn't resist doing anything for you even though I know it will be collecting dust everyday or turn into the rubbish bin. I love doing stuff for you.

My jealousy always breaks my promise. My jealousy pulls us apart. My jealousy makes you hate me. My jealousy makes u so annoyed. My jealousy makes you stop calling me your baby. My jealousy deletes the 3 word from your mind.
i do not have the guts to ask for forgiveness or say I'm sorry over and over again.